Doom!! A state of mind that not only is grim but kinda becomes a field for a massive wave of uncontrollable emotions. Happy but is it a mask for fear? Sad and a well described spectrum of descriptive words. Some of the best art comes from this stuff.
No true artist has ever accomplished anything great without knowing both the amazing offerings of life and what it is to have it all taken away. We only relate with what we know and everyone has good and bad days. Yet we push forward and attempt to build for tomorrow. Everyone trys to plan for this perfect vision of what we want life to be. Yet often enough we get dashes by the acts of fate. The uncontrollable..
I’m one week away from 43 years old and I think back to what I would change? Nothing that would prevent me from being who I am today. Maybe slightly alter the course of possibility and take more risks? See more of the world. Walk the path accordingly.
Never lose yourself to the doom. Always keep in mind things while they can be better they also can be far worse. Two legs, two arms, two eyes and two many things to do..