It’s 3am and I haven’t felt like this in years. It’s been more than 24 hours since I was allowed to eat. Have these stupid stomach Ring things that need to be fixed “AGAIN!!!”. Had the worst case of not be able to swallow food last night that I ended up in the ER with little for them to do. My mind is racing, Doom Scrolling and as odd as this is to say I’m NOT hungry.
After 24 hours you would think I would be but I guess the fear of eating and having to deal with this shit again is just helping it do whatever to my stomach. I don’t want to think about it. I hate Hospitals but at least this time they gave me shots of this and that AND I DIDN’T throw up. Probably because of my stomach thing.. Regardless I got some laundry done, see the parents, and spent a majority of the day laying in the bed in the living room which is exactly where I AM now.
I hate nights like this.. Brain is racing and it’s not really focused on anything IN particular. I wanna go to sleep… have work Friday morning, got my asskicked by my boss in street fighter 2 which I’m not surprised about. Good times! brain is just in to many places..