I understand that sometimes things will be out of my control. I understand that I will often need to make hard decisions. That the greater of two evils is something I will need to deal with at this point in my life. I often think about people who have it harder than me. The balance works in ways I can’t understand often. Someone lives someone dies and that’s the universe.
Being uncomfortable for a short time is weighted over being uncomfortable for a long time. I never liked hospitals but I understand the justification for them. You want to heal you need to take the medicine. You want a better prospective you gotta see everything thru. Ups and downs are how everything works. I know I’m going to need to really pull from places I don’t think I have. Yet I need to look at the picture as a whole. You can’t know true love without knowing true hate. You can’t be passionate about something without risk.
Life has shown me some amazing things and will continue to do so much more. I hope for the best and expect the worse with an open mind to be prepared for whatever comes my way. This was the first of many events involving my daughter that I know I will have little to no control over. I will continue to be strong for her.