Lately I found myself listening to a great number of Radio shows more specifically Brooke and Jubal. They do several segments but the one that caught my attention the most are the second date updates. Honestly the thing I think I take away the most with the segments is how different points of view can be. How people can be involved in the same thing yet walk away with two very very different opinions on the same events.
Also makes me super happy I’m not single. Finding a match today would suck! I’ve become very picky and very adjusted to my life and don’t believe I have the will or patients to deal with anything new. So many crazy ideas to think about.
For example I know I could never deal with someone who isn’t honest with me about everything. I do mean everything..feelings, thoughts, and opinions. What directions have changed and what lessons learned. Growing older these things change with time yet personality I feel never does. I’m a 12 year old trapped in a 41 year old body.
I want to understand the new but not at the cost of what I know I enjoy. Honesty has always been my biggest attraction. To have been in this relationship the way it has gone is much like a dream. Also I know exactly why I failed in the past and it’s mostly because I kept stuff inside and had fears. Now I have no fears. Complicated is the human condition and we do our best to sort out the wires.