An entire year has gone by since I had my Daughter. My perception of time is just flying by and I think the older I get the more quickly things will go. The feeling of all the things that need to be vs the things that are being done can be a battle on it’s own. I have always been aware of the fact that when a person keeps busy time just flies by as with every weekend I have ever had or show I went too or anything that kept my mind occupied. If I was really into a video game or book time seemed like it just went from “oh i’ll do this for 5 minutes to turn and see it was 5 HOURS!!”.
Being occupied I suppose does that to a person. More so too adults who have enough going on in the day that it just doesn’t compute the concept that time is going at a rate which always feels like it’s..just..not..enough. What is enough time thou? I suppose it always feels like something is going to go unfinished. Which is why I believe it’s so important to do what you can NOW otherwise it just isn’t going to happen. Plan accordingly and attempt to make the best of the time you have. I have a huge backlog of books, games and so on that will probably never get finished but .. each day we chip at it.
Short of all that the weather has been better. Things are getting busy and I am overall in a pretty decent head space. Keeping up with medications has been much easier. Finally got my eating stuff sorted and haven’t had any real issues with that in a few weeks. Which is good cause my panic attacks have been better. Just sorting out every day as it comes.