What is control? How do we define such a thing if we aren’t 100% sure it’s something we have? I spend a great part of my time thinking of the future and remembering my past. A great part of my time living ya in the moment trying to fix what I can while I have the motivation to do it. Do I always make the right decision? Absolutely not but do I ever question my motivation for each action? Sure…
At any given moment control can be taken away. Prospective might be the most important part how we deal with that question. I know plenty of people who will say it’s time to wake up, eat something,shower,go to work, come home, smoke,eat, fuck and sleep just to repeat. Is that a bad way to live? No.. as a matter a fact it sounds pretty stress free. I applaud anyone who can do it.
i make things complicated with my questions. My motivations and endless thoughts on what if. It tortures me sometimes yet other times I enjoy the exotic nature of it. When things fall out of my control I adapt. I’m good at that..