I’m finding the most difficult things about myself to becoming more difficult to deal with. It seems every day that I wake up I’m repeating myself for no reason. Like I have nothing more to say or expect from anyone. Like every lesson for progressive thinking has its own path but no one seems to want follow it. It feels like I talk to walls but maybe that’s what I have always been doing.
To observe the world and really understand the direction I want to go in I think I need to take some steps back. Question faith, the wisdom of the natural course of things. Perhaps dive into some outside sources of perception. Really try to slow my mind down and examine the paths thru different routines. Mix what I understand with the unknown.