Every Sunday I get at least 2 or 3 people whom walk into my job and must explain to me about some situation in life that involves how they found faith. I’m not very religious but I do have a continued faith in the natural course of life. I believe that the energizes around us all control the nature of what we all say and do. Life is in everything and if you put the right stuff out you often can get the right stuff back. Call it karma or Wiccan faith it what it is and I don’t normally talk about it with anyone because it’s My faith and people will believe whatever they want.
I have known both good people of faith and people whom got it all very backwards with contradictory arguments that they choose blindly to see. Of course I believe in science and proof of the explanation of many things meant to improve and help direct the placement of anyone’s mind or body. I have seen some things I can explain and some I can not. Delt with massive highs and mind numbingly crushing lows. It’s the balance of life and prospective.
I do feel it’s true that a person can easily numb themselves with drugs, alcohol or alchemy but truth isn’t so shaded by prospective as much as enhanced by a will to do things. After a certain point death becomes a more important persona in one’s life. The always feeling it’s around the corner feeling like someone opened a window happens. Anxiety strikes from that but it’s also the way to understand true enlightenment. You can’t feel absolutely great without knowing how it feels to be truly down..
The freedom to experience is important but it’s also opening doors that need not be open. Addiction is easy to fall into and with such little time on this earth I can see perfect reason now to just not care. After all seconds stop for no one but the balance is important when it comes to experiences. How are you ever going to understand love if you have never hated someone so much. How is heaven above without a hell below? I enjoy the Sunday morning conversation about how my soul will be saved or damned but more so I find some minor comfort in that those people confide in me.