41 years is a long time. And I keep thinking about what the next 41 years will be like. Having become a father now is interesting to me because I know that the next 41 years somebody will always be there. I can’t say for sure that the people in my past will be there but I know my daughter will be there obviously. Think about the world around me in such a way that I don’t know if things will get better I can only hope they will. The prices of everything have gone up but nothing is really changed. In some cases things have gotten worse the way we eat food the way we interact with each other maybe things with the social part of the world would have gotten better but really didn’t somehow we managed to isolate ourselves.
figuring out what’s important is always been something I have observed since forever. Normally on an average day I just do things that I need to be done as they come along. I’m an okay planner and I managed to get what I need to get done with the perspective of thinking about what am I going to eat when am I going to clean my clothes what is the plan for today what can I do to be productive. Relaxing comes to mind every now and again but honestly the older I get the more doing stuff is become more relaxing than actually relaxing. I’ve always been an overthinker that’s why I make these posts so it’s not really a surprise anymore.
I have to hold out hope that things will get better. I have progressed in my own way so I guess it’s not terrible but I don’t know what’s going to happen a month from now. Also I don’t know why I keep thinking about the future so much I guess it’s just what fathers do. You worry about everything that could happen while trying to focus on everything that is happening while I’m really completely dismissing all of the past. I think people should study the past because it helps us figure out what we’ve done wrong and what we’re going to do so we don’t repeat the same mistakes and waste time like time is something that can actually be wasted and the truth you can’t waste time it just happens you’re going forward whether you like it or not.
things will get better I have to believe that smart people will rise up and do what we need to do.